I sat and wondered if it was worth it...
My heart felt heavy with sadness and bitterness. Things were getting out of hand and i needed to take a stand.
Being at home now felt like a burden.
Away from home happiness and laughter governed my soul. Where i once felt peace had now become a war zone, replaced by fits of anger and complains. It had become the order of the day.
Lost in these thoughts, reality gradually hit me; This is my life, no one has got the right to make me miserable unless i authorize them. I was beginning to realize that i own my happiness, that it is my world and i call the shots. It was then, just then in my room, in my bed that it dawned on me i had surrendered my power, the power to live, the power to be happy.
It was time to take it back, to live my biggest life, to achieve my goals, to be me, to be at peace, to be free and to dream.
Written by Onyinye Mbata
My heart felt heavy with sadness and bitterness. Things were getting out of hand and i needed to take a stand.
Being at home now felt like a burden.
Away from home happiness and laughter governed my soul. Where i once felt peace had now become a war zone, replaced by fits of anger and complains. It had become the order of the day.
Lost in these thoughts, reality gradually hit me; This is my life, no one has got the right to make me miserable unless i authorize them. I was beginning to realize that i own my happiness, that it is my world and i call the shots. It was then, just then in my room, in my bed that it dawned on me i had surrendered my power, the power to live, the power to be happy.
It was time to take it back, to live my biggest life, to achieve my goals, to be me, to be at peace, to be free and to dream.
Written by Onyinye Mbata

